STOP

My heart is in STOP mode right now and until I hear otherwise I just don't know what to do. I have feared this moment for a while but have had no idea how to stop it. When you play with fire you get burned. When you play with snakes you get bit, and in this case when you play with BOTH the combination can be deadly. I am hoping and PRAYING that the outcome to a VERY impromptu meeting that has my heart STOPPED is nothing more than a wake up call... YOU CAN'T PLAY WITH FIRE! Risking it all... I am trying not to panic... but it is taking everything not to fall apart... breathe... breathe breathe...... If only it were just that easy!
I guess I just have to keep swimming! Dang it! I forgot my flippers and goggles!